Complicated is D WORD .....

Life is simple yet so complicated. There are thousands of things that one might want but the question is, does he really need all those? I am not a saint but a simple girl with all those little dreams that any girl would have at her late 20s…Yes, I have been on Earth for 27 yrs now. I have learnt a lot, seen a lot, good, bad, ugly, still not everything. There is much more than what we think life is. Reason is what we need for our each thought. Reason for me writing this blog is the sheer pain I feel tonight for our so called literate society. Is it really that very blissful to be born as a Human? The answer is NO when you don’t treat yourself and behave like one.

It is a crime to be born as a girl. The most victimized species on earth. They don’t want you in this world, they don’t need you around, if they do, they want you to live on their terms. Why is it so very important to be subdued if you are a girl? We talk about equality everywhere but we don’t realize that the moment we address a girl as son, it defines that deep down we still pray that we could have been blessed by a son.

It is said that “older the wiser”. In this case I would say “older the demented”. Be it man or woman, all talk about “Vaaris”. Don’t know where this came from but it is the most atrocious word in this world. Family kills the unborn baby girl because they want a VAARIS. How can you call yourself a human if you are killing the other one like an animal?? We talk about our culture, castes, country, races, family etc, framing sentences keeping in mind our authority over it and our responsibility, respect towards it but have we ever stopped for a while and thought that do we respect humanity? Have we ever justified our responsibility towards being a human??

I know this might sound too much to ask for, still would want everyone to STOP for a minute and answer to their own self “Have you justified being HUMAN??”

Crazy Crazy ;)

Crazy this is I know,
Every bit of me is SMILING from head to toe.
You have created a special world for me,
And this belongs to just both of us, so no one else could see....

I have a new Dream Land now,
All my dreams are owned by you,
You are my heart and soul,
Today, I make the vow....

We might fight sometimes,
or we might cry,
We might not have same opinion,
or sometimes might lie...
But this would just be a phase m sure,
As I forebode that our love is eternal,
And will NEVER die.....

I feel blessed to have you in my life,
Love the way you care,
I relish the way you say "I love you",
And assure me that you will always be there... <3 <3

Happiness personified.... ;)

Beginning of a new phase in life,
Feels like everything around is so alive..
Happy days are back again,
Wish the smiles would never end ! :)

Early in the morning the sun looks young,
Flowers smells amazingly fresh,
Colours makes me realize that "all is well"...

Dark does not mean the path has end,
It is just to make us realize that we need a lil more moxie & strength.
Lovely beach, cold sand, breezy shore...
Just the two of us, romantic night, alluring aroma...
Is that not enough to lure??? **Wink**

Want this moment to freeze, time to pass never,
You lie beside me holding my hand, I close my eyes
and whisper in your ears "Darlin I will love you forever".. <3 <3

U gotta temme wht is it.....

i'm standing still, contemplating where this is going
it seems i'm falling in, without even knowing
my thoughts are consumed by the look in your eyes
it seems i'm giving in, although it may not be wise

i can't think of anything else; it seems there's only you
i smile to myself just thinking about the things you say and do
what could you have done to make me hooked once again
there's so much running through my head, i just can't pretend

still, i know i've had this feeling many times before
and once i get what i want, i just don't feel it anymore
i don't want to rush 'cause i'm too afraid i might stumble
and if my heart gets hurt it might lead to some trouble

i want to keep myself under control and not let myself go
there're so many feelings flowing that i won't let you know
you make me smile, and it hasn't even been long
and i see this feeling growing way too strong
i'm so scared, but it's exciting to feel this way
not knowing what to expect with each passing day

list of wht I want frm my lyf....... ;)

So, here I am finishing one more boring day at work. I swear, I wanna go back to the time when there was barter system or may be I won’t even mind the stone age, atleast it wouldn’t be as bad as these days in office. Wonder, who thought about making offices??? Goshhhh, wanna kill him for sure!!!

My fave time pass now is FB. Nah, nah, m way too far with Farmville now but j love expressing thoughts ova home page ;) den reading comments of ppl arnd who are equally vella as me…..heheheheeh…..

A draggy day with uninteresting ppl is what I hate d most…..n imagine m stuck wid it since so long now. **sob sob**

I m j unable to figure out wht exactly do I want frm my life….Like, right now, wht can u understand reading dis blog – “written aimlessly” – for sure!!!!!

Ok, letz make a list of wht I want frm my lyf ----

1. I wanna get rid of his thoughts. Stop missing him at all!!!!
2. I want a new job with the profile that I desire.
3. I wanna learn swimming before summers get over.
4. I want to relocate from delhi to sum oda city and stay alone for sumtym.
5. I wanna go in for Jacuzzi at Slect City.
6. I want a black color CRV.


Guess that will be all for the time being.
Letz c how many are acceptable by GOD…. Amen!!! *wink****

Valentine’s Day...... **blush blush**

This is the Valentine’s Day special episode!!!

Had a gala time and a memorable trip!! We started the journey from Bikaner house on
12th Feb'10 {forgot my buddy's b'day coz of the excitement :( soooo "SORRY" Buddy!!} So, it goes without saying that we were super excited about the weekend trip. Especially when me n christy **my sweetheart** are together, one can expect all the dotty dioramas around :P

Ok, ok, back to the topic - So, we took the bus and started our adventures trip **nah nah,the trip was not to mountains, but was to "Jaipur", it was us who made it adventures**. We left Delhi at 1:30 pm and believe me, it was the most tiring journey one could ever experience. As correctly said by Ms. Peter - it was **GHATAK**.....We learnt all Baba Ramdev's aasans by the end of it...Succha pain in all the wrong places :( Still, we enjoyed as much as we could, our time pass - clicking pics, reading books & all time favorite **BC** (don't think dirty - I meant Baat Cheet :P)...Also, how can I forget to mention the most helpful gadget - "I-POD", Real time life saver :D

After struggling for 8 long hours, we finally managed to get our asses off from that weird bus. Goshhhh!!!! I have never had succha tough time traveling....BTW, Christy did all the hotel arrangements and as was expected, there as no cab to pick us. Hence, we got an auto to get to the hotel [the hotel paid for the auto, so I didn't feel too bad really ;)]

As soon as we stepped in the auto, we made sure to convince the auto wala bhaiya to get us buy some Vodka **wink**…and he happily agreed to take us to a wine shop with an additional charge of Rs. 30/- ..after a Km or so, he stopped his auto and asked us to go out n shop what we were looking for and to our surprise he misunderstood a wine shop to a Chemist shop :P….By the time we managed to explain him, he timidly smiled and said “madam main samajh gaya aap log joh bol rahe hain par yahan shops 8 baje band ho jaati hain”……N that was enough to put us off for a while again!!! Super tiring trip, lots of yoga and no vodka :( …….

Finally we managed to reach our hotel. Was a nice “haweli” tagging few big alphabetical stuff saying “BANI PARK PALACE” loud n clear enough to make one feel a little rich ;) We had a warm welcome and along with it a helpful Receptionist who offered us some chilled beer. We asked him to serve us some dinner quickly with two bottles of bear **nah nah, m still not a beer fan, but as they say “majboori ka naam Mahatma Gandhi”**. So, yup I didn’t have any other choice but to grab whatever was available. We got ready for the dinner and went to the sexy roof top to get some filling food with few stunning pictures *giggles*….. Was a nice vegetarian dinner consisting of my favorite Daal Makhni and Jeera Rice, yummmmmmyyyy!!!. N yes about the beer, as expected we could not control our voracity so ordered for 2 bottles but could only finish one, nah nah, we didn’t waste the other one – just that it was used as a conditioner for our hair :)……We then went back to our room, nice cozy one and watched “Rahul ka Swyamvar” **don’t get us wrong, it was just to make fun of it :p**

Next morning, the day seemed beautiful…We got ready and went for our breakfast in the garden. Nice coffee with awesome weather and a couple of hot parathas, hummmm, that’s all one longs for.

We started our day’s tour by visiting a lot of places (not getting in details as 1- you guys have seen enough pics and 2- I don’t wanna bore you), but it would be sad if I don’t mention the fort that we went to. Auto wala bhaiya took us there and almost charged a fortune for it, still we didn’t complain coz he saved our guide’s expense because of his brilliant PR skills and he also was an on job photographer for us who not only clicked our pics but also gave us tips to pose. Was good fun!!

Then we headed to our fave job – “shopping”, bought everything starting from bangles to earrings to bandhani suits…while coming back, we met few greedy cops who tortured our driver enough to get some bribe and finally agreed on 100/- bucks coz the auto wala bhaiya was becoming a bond and was driving without sufficient papers of vehicle ownership and to top it all, he was not carrying his driving license either…but yeh, as far as you are in India and have Mr. Gandhi with you, you can get out of any mess :p

We planned to visit chowkidhani in the eve but by the day end we were so freaking tired that we could not care for more but decided to hog few snacks in the hotel and move out for a mouth watering non-veg dinner to handi. Hence, we grabbed few pakoras and wafers and moved out after an hour rest. And yes, the food was awesome and even if it was not I will have to say that it was coz we paid almost the entire three days trip food cost to “Handi”….totally crazyyyyyy…..

Reached back to the hotel after much adventure of handling the “staring to rape glare” from all jaipur men, and started our gossip channel again ;)….we shared all the stories of our ex’s and non ex’s maniacs who were with us at some point in time and so, thanked god to pull us out of those muddled relationships…And finally the night ended. With a new dayspring we packed our bags and came back from a gratifying trip!!!! Yayyaayyy!!!


And yup, to add the last tint of enthusiasm, we came planning our next trip to Kanha in MP on the way back with of coarse not to forget, accomplishing all the Baba Ramdev's aasans with sheer perfection!! lolzzzzzzzzzzzzz :D

"YOU" is all I need.............

Last night I read a cute love story
Felt it was so similar to mine
The way we started getting close
I knew, to fall in love was destined

Did never believe in love before
But the day I met you
I didn’t know what was that feel
But it felt real special and new

The warmth of the sun today
Makes me recall the night
When I was lying beside you
Keeping away all the fright

You made me feel complete
With your passionate touch
And I didn’t even realize
When I fell in that hutch

I look back to the phase
Trying to find if my eyes can gaze
Just a glimpse is all I need
My eyes are craving to get feed

Still standing there
Hoping you might hold my hand
Take me out of this darkness
And find me my lost fairy land