Tuesday, November 24, 2009

"YOU" is all I need.............

Last night I read a cute love story
Felt it was so similar to mine
The way we started getting close
I knew, to fall in love was destined

Did never believe in love before
But the day I met you
I didn’t know what was that feel
But it felt real special and new

The warmth of the sun today
Makes me recall the night
When I was lying beside you
Keeping away all the fright

You made me feel complete
With your passionate touch
And I didn’t even realize
When I fell in that hutch

I look back to the phase
Trying to find if my eyes can gaze
Just a glimpse is all I need
My eyes are craving to get feed

Still standing there
Hoping you might hold my hand
Take me out of this darkness
And find me my lost fairy land

Monday, November 23, 2009

Solace........

Striving for solace again,
Dun know if itz worth even,
I dun say m d only one unhappy,
Coz whn I luk arnd I find faces wid pain…

There is nuthin left to salvage,
He says dis all d tym,
Though he might care,
But all dzn seem worthwhile…

Please come back for once,
N embrace me in ur arms,
I can still feel dat warmth,
N hope to get a new dawn..

I know my hopes r false,
N itz not easy to live a fake lyf.
All I wan is to get u back ,
Or to lie tonight and die..

Lyf was nva succha burden,
But now it just dzn seem to end..
No matter how hard I try,
It has become a wild demon….

I need my lyf back..... (or may b i just dun wan a lyffffff..)

Here I am feeling low again,
It feels I am doomed to experience my life this way.
Though it would be unfair to blame someone else,
Still my heart weeps n takes all those names…

Once I trusted all of them,
And now I’m shattered by getting such cruel rides,
I know I need to forgive coz I loved once,
And I still want them to get a happy life….

It doesn’t matter now if you are beside me or not,
I know at least you will remain in my heart forever,
For you it might be easy to say the two words “ALL OVER”,
For me – my breath stops with those two n leaves me disarray…

Once I was full of life,
Living in my dreamland all the time,
Keeping all the pain in the world aside,
I was the princess of wonderful smile..

My life has lost all d charm,
And I don’t feel like fetching it back even,
I’m left alone in a hutch,
The pain seems like my best friend,
Ready to accompany me with all the reasons…

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Still waitin.........

At times, you fail to understand the decisions made by destiny for you,
And wht wud u do if u dun wanna accept ny of dem??
Here I am, sharing sum of the decisions made for my lyf widout my consent....


Sitting alone in dark tonight,
Makes me feel this pining more.
Don’t know when would this dilemma end,
And lead me towards the shore….

If at all I could reverse my life,
Would want to go back to that time,
When I was allowed to feel you this close,
And was able to believe you are mine..

Things in life seems much disturbed,
All the smiles are badly scattered.
Nothing seems bright anymore,
All ways to happiness seems shattered.

Still, I have not given up the hope,
And will surely make you fall in love once again.
I know the feelings in you are not dead yet,
Though, it sometimes causes a lot of pain.

Just wanted to let you know that,
I don’t say “I love you” just for the sake of it..
But, I truly mean it from the bottom of my heart,
And want to get the same passion in your heart lit….