I need my lyf back..... (or may b i just dun wan a lyffffff..)

Here I am feeling low again,
It feels I am doomed to experience my life this way.
Though it would be unfair to blame someone else,
Still my heart weeps n takes all those names…

Once I trusted all of them,
And now I’m shattered by getting such cruel rides,
I know I need to forgive coz I loved once,
And I still want them to get a happy life….

It doesn’t matter now if you are beside me or not,
I know at least you will remain in my heart forever,
For you it might be easy to say the two words “ALL OVER”,
For me – my breath stops with those two n leaves me disarray…

Once I was full of life,
Living in my dreamland all the time,
Keeping all the pain in the world aside,
I was the princess of wonderful smile..

My life has lost all d charm,
And I don’t feel like fetching it back even,
I’m left alone in a hutch,
The pain seems like my best friend,
Ready to accompany me with all the reasons…